Hello, beautiful people. ๐๐๐
I’m laying here, all packed up, waiting until it’s time to go to the farewell dinner with the rest of the group.
I don’t want to go to the dinner because I am having a really hard time accepting that tonight is my last night in France. ๐ฅ
Well, last night in France on THIS trip. I sincerely intend to move to Ireland as soon as I can, and I’m positive that I will be traveling all around Europe and the rest of the world once I’m a citizen of the lovely land of my favorite type of people in the world, the Irish. ๐โ
When I tell people that, the first question I get is “What kind of job do you think you’ll get in Ireland?” So, I’ll cut the conversation short and answer it in this post. ๐
Well, the answer is that I don’t care. I think I’ll get the kind of job that pays my rent/mortgage and utilities with enough extra to save up for a yearly voyage to another place in Europe/the world. I am very passionate about helping others, providing for others, cooking and/or baking healthy-ish foods for others, and just caring for all of Creation in general. ๐
I am definitely a lover. I will fight if I must, but I prefer to be a lover of all. ๐
I might start out in Ireland at a some sort of Librarian-esque job and get myself comfortable before I really settle into life in Ireland. ๐๐ I really hope that it just works itself out. ๐
I find that life does that, whether I try super hard for it to work, or not. . . .
I mean, I do work really hard at school and I am finding that the hard work I put into school is becoming a wonderful habit to be used to preforming in the adult world. Working tirelessly and nonstop for a degree is turning out to make my instructors and other authority figures in my life leave wonderful reviews of me when they are contacted by potential employers. I feel as though school does help to create some good practices for the adult world even if it does not really teach that much and make everyone bereft of any money.
Ah well, I’ve made some priceless connections because of my sometimes pathetic seeking of any collegiate degree.
As you may have seen from recent posts, I’ve been betting my entire life on getting a job in my hometown. Well, I didn’t get the position in the library, so now I’m just a student with too much free time and I’m going to drive myself crazy, or maybe I’ll actually study a bunch, I’m not sure yet. We’ll see how it turns out. Stay tuned in, I’ll let you know. ๐
Now my dream will take a little more work than I had anticipated, even though I was not hired for the job. . . . There’s a riddle for you. ๐
Now I’ve changed my ‘plans’ and I’ll live at home, write my book and work a full time job all as I take an online series of courses to attain my Master’s in Library and Information Science. Not much different than before, but now I have to get my degree before I can work in an actual library. ๐
The good news is that I still love books (and the power of books) more than I can properly articulate. ๐๐
I’ll just have to work my butt off and try to pay off my undergraduate debt as I write a book and hopelessly try to pay for my master’s degree.
Oh, wish me luck. . . Better yet, pray for me to be able to do it all without exploding! Why do I always sign myself up for SO MUCH WORK?! Am I crazy?
Haha! I know that answer. I’m just hopeful that I can make it through to Ireland where I am DETERMINED to live as soon s I finish my degrees. I’m looking at moving there in or just before 2019 at this point. Maybe I should settle for something else (other than librarianship) and move there for that something else. ๐
Oh, but what could it be? What could I possibly do? Maybe I should try to save up enough to buy a house that I can live in, but rent out to other people. That’s not such a bad idea . . . I could probably even get some of my writing done at that point, if I haven’t finished my book before then . . .
Yeah. That sounds like a great plan! I can still read a lot of books, learn more languages if I find the resources and time and probably even start my own collection (library) of books in my spare time once I’ve attained financial stability.
But until then, I just need to work on my (first intended publication) recovery from TBI book. ๐โโบ๏ธ
Wow!! I should always think up plans as I write! I come up with some pretty good ideas this way! โบ๏ธ
But, I’m tired of talking about my unlikely, but possible, plans. It maybe I’m just tired, I’m not really sure. ๐
Regardless, I’m out for the day.
All of my love ๐๐๐
~Alexandra Mae